Wednesday, December 20, 2006

La Chanson de la Mal Aimee

betapa mengejutkan kadang-kadang, betapa sebuah lagu bisa mewakili isi hati kita, bahkan menggambarkan hidup kita dengan ketepatan yang kita sendiri pun kadang tidak sadar. lagu satu ini contohnya, menggambarkan dengan tepat apa yang selama ini tanpa sadar kurasakan.
judul sebenarnya sich 'because of you' sama ky lagunya Keith Martin yang jadi favorit banyak pasangan jatuh cinta, tapi isinya completly different dan yang jelas lebih masuk akal, untuk di blog ini (aku memasukkannya kesemua blog yang kupunya!) dilabeli dengan judul di atas terinspirasi sama APOLLINAIRE hanya saja ini versi Feminin, yang artinya Senandung Wanita yang Tak Dicintai;

I will not make the same mistake that you did , I will not let myself coz my heart so much misery, I will not break the way you did you've fell so hard, I've learn the hard way to never let it get that far.

because of you...I never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you...I learn to play on a safe side so I don't get hurt
because of you...I found it's hard to trust not only me but everyone around me, because of you... I am affraid!

I lose my way and it's not too long before you pointed it out, I cannot cry because I know that weakness in your eyes, I'm force to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life, my heart can possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.

I watch you die I heard you cry everynight in your sleep
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain
and now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn things!

because of you I try my hardest to forget everything
because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
because of you I am affraid!

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